Just a quick post as I can't sleep. Its 1am and I havent slept for 4 days and I still can't seem to fall asleep! It is so frustrating!!!!! Ive gone longer than 4 days before but each time this cycle of chronic insomnia hits me, Im unable to cope with it more and more. It is emotionally exhausting. Ive tried so many different kinds of sleep medication from my doctor but nothing seems to work. In large doses they knock me out but an hour later Im up and my brain is turning over and over once again!! I wish we had on off switch. It would make things so much easier.
Im sat on my bed and I can almost hear my stomach grumble above the sound of my tv. I feel a little sick with hunger right now which is unusual for me. I usually feel empty and my stomach grumbles but I rarely feel sick with it. I'll blame tiredness this time round! lol. At least I can sit in the comfort that I am empty and today has been productive :-). I have to be up in 5 hours time so I better try and shut my eyes, not that I'll actually fall asleep :-(.
Keep thinking thin thoughts.
XOXO
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thanks for the lovely comment. wow tell me how you get to 96 pounds, no wait, i'll just try and read your posts :)
ReplyDeletesorry about the insomnia, it is really emotionally exhausting when you can't sleep. find it soon!