My name is Nicole and I live in the UK. Ive lived most of my life with both anorexia and bulimia, swaying to and fro. Following a long desent into chronic bulimia and depression I aim to leave bulimia behind and gain control once again. Stay with me and help me reach success :-)

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

Weigh In - Quick Update

Well I got up early this morning and set off to my local boots store. I have scales at home but they're so unreliable I don't really like to use them anymore. It was quiet in boots so no-one was around as I made my way to the far corner of the store where the weigh in machine is nicely tucked away. I weighed myself clothed, obviously, I can't very well strip off in the middle of a shop!! haha. Anyhow, I took my jacket off but left my shoes on and almost started to cry when the machine delivered my little printout. I weigh a gut busting 96 pounds!!!!!!! :-(. Not happy at all but I guess it could be worse. I was kind of expecting to have broken through the 7 stone barrier and that would have caused a major depressive episode. I have to really work at this and I must drop some of this weight pretty quickly, I can't deal with weighing that for long. This is only a short entry as I have to go out for a few hours but I will post again later on.

Perfection will one day belong to me and it all starts today!!! The game is on.

XOXO

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